Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Winds of Change

It's past five thirty in the morning.
I'm wide awake.
Yesterday was a strange day.
Weird ... uh-uh.
It has been strange for more than a week now.
I guess a girl gets accustomed to that.
What if?

If it was not for that cringe in my stomach.
The sound of the whales...
The doves watching me.
Me amazing me.
And then.
There IS.
There are.


The birds ....
Oh,
and um.
SPIDERS.
Got to love those.
I will.
I mean ... I DO.

I wonder where this will take me, but let's find out.
It's a different level.
A new world.
Thank God for new worlds, I said.
yeah. I said it.
To ME

Just wait and see ...
Wait
... and ...... See.

There's only two of them.
And ME.
Holding my breath.
I
can
Do it.

Wait and see, wait and see.
I'm waltzing backwards now.
To life.

There.
I said it.
The cringe is gone.
I was probably
just
feeling
a little bit
..... HUNGRY.